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~Kellanium

Life, Liberty, and Pursuing lulz
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About Me Member Horror Writer Katrina Marie Stephens16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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SinIt's wrong, he thought, as he strolled down the street. But it's who I am.  
 He listened to the soft twitter of the birds and thought back to last night. He shuddered. He loved her but not in that way. He never was able to love anyone that way.  But I want to love someone, he thought. And it occurred to him, again, what he had thought many times before. Maybe I'm loving the wrong people, he thought.   Why does it have to be so hard to keep this mask on. He thought.   I have to dump her. I have to tell her the truth, he thought.  
 So he did. He went to her house and told her the truth about h Sin
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CryShe sits in her room and wants to cry, but she can't. The stupid brain won't let the tears come. Why can't I just be normal? she thinks. Why do I have to be such a freak?   Everyone would hate me for who I am.  
 She sits with her friend. And with a soft caress across her shoulder she is released and pain blocks out pain and the world is right. The essence of life drips quietly onto a guitar that should have been stood up but wasn't. Apathy has won over the room.  
 She stands up and walks over to the fan, and pulls the cord. The fan blades spin but the air is never cold anymore. She sits on the bed and picks up Cry
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Please Check I.D.Some people will inevitably take off their masks. I have a friend who did this. her journey is one of persecution and adversity. She wore her mask for 18 years and finally took it off.  
 My friend is one of the bravest people I know. Everywhere she goes when she has to check her I.D. to someone they always give her funny looks. This  will change soon. But until then she is just the same person she was born as in the eyes of the law.  
 Sometimes she talks about how hard it is. And I understand that, but i'm also jealous of her. She has things I want to have, and will not have for a very very long time.  
&n Please Check I.D.
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MasksMasks  (From [Please Check I.D.])   I often think that we all wear a mask of some sort. It varies from person to person but always is a constant. We hide who we are from other people; it’s a simple fact of human nature. My mask is beautiful, decorated with opalescent gems and encrusted in Diamonds.  
 It is still a mask, however. We hide behind theses masks for various reasons. Some hide behind them out of fear of persecution. Some of us even give names to the mask.  
 What would the world be like if we all took off our masks for just one day? Would it be chaos? Or would our problems go away? I can’ Masks
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Wed Apr 22, 2009, 10:31 AM
At least for now I'm back. New things: running Ubuntu 9.04, well into school, newish computer, newish computer is falling apart because it's a POS, and I just suffered a major panic attack.

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P.S. it's Katrina now.

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  • Mood: Affection
  • Listening to: Eldest
  • Reading: The House On Mango Street
  • Playing: Rock Band, RE5, and Quake 4
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: Somewhere over the rainbow
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
  • Print preference: BIG
  • Interests: Gutiars, Lots of guitars, Photography, filmmaking
  • Favourite movie: Apocalypse Now
  • Favourite band or musician: Pigface, The Offspring, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, The Living End
  • Favourite genre of music: Industrial, Numetal, Grunge, Psychobilly
  • Favourite artist: H.R. Giger, Grant Wood, M.C. Escher
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespeare, Michael Crichton, Stephen King
  • Favourite style of art: Surreal
  • Operating System: Windows XP SP2, OS X 10.4 When I can
  • MP3 player of choice: CDs BETCH
  • Shell of choice: Pasta
  • Wallpaper of choice: dun give a damn
  • Skin of choice: CHICKEN
  • Favourite game: Gran Turismo 4, Guitar Hero II, the Half Life 2 series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, PS2, Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kenny McCormmick
  • Personal Quote: My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...then the run screaming cause they see my dong.
  • Tools of the Trade: Hands, Nikon Coolpix E5700

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=rainbow-master Feb 18, 2009, 11:17:46 AM
YOU! i've missed you!

how are ya?

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life may be hard at times, or all the time, but take it slowly and take each day as it comes. ♥
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~BeautifulxxxShadows Jan 20, 2009, 1:10:45 PM
:hug: HEY!!!! I'm back! :D Missed ya hun! How are things going in your world these days?
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~Kellanium Jan 20, 2009, 8:07:23 PM
good! i've missed you! I watched my new president get sworn in today! :D

We no longer have a fucking idiot as our leader
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~BeautifulxxxShadows Jan 24, 2009, 8:53:53 PM
oh my gosh!! His speech was amazing. Alexa and I were watching it and we were just in awe. Then the reverend at the end was ballin lol. It was funny, in some camera shots you could see both Obama and Bush and you could tell that Bush didn't understand half of what he said lol, I mean some of those words had more then 2 syllables :P
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~Kellanium Jan 26, 2009, 7:48:18 PM
It's nice to have you back, Juju. :)
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~BeautifulxxxShadows Jan 27, 2009, 4:58:43 PM
What chat are you in these days m'dear?
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~506 Jan 4, 2009, 8:25:36 PM
Pssst, spleen cheese.

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2:35 Shironagitami Korrin: I tap 2 gay mana and put into effect "You gotta purdy mouth," while Jail is in play
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~506 Jan 6, 2009, 3:14:04 PM
Spleen cheese, a delicious part of this nutricous breakfast, like Ackbar Crunch! :iconackbarplz:

Your tounge can't repel flavor of that magnitude!!!

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2:35 Shironagitami Korrin: I tap 2 gay mana and put into effect "You gotta purdy mouth," while Jail is in play
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